Peaches

lately i have been really busy, obviously since i haven't posted in like a month! anyways, school has been school and i can already tell that it wont ever add up to how great of a year i had last year, its weird i look forward to the end of school this year...unlike last year and i also wish that i had the great friends by my side like i had last year. but i will make it through and i think i should stop talking about my problems because i don't want any sympathy from you guys so.... in my life lately.... Josiah just finished his last football season of high school and it was a GREAT game and i wish more people would have came! the game left me in tears... it was the worst loss i have seen these boys have and the best game i have seen them play! it still really hasn't registered that i wont ever watch my brother play in high school football again and i was his biggest fan! He is such a hero of mine for so many reasons, the dedication he put into this sport was crazy! i have watch all of his football games since i was in the fifth grade. that's six years! and i have never seen him give up and i have never seen him fail. when he gets hurt which he rarely does he is back out the next week and as strong as he was before! he is amazing... but anyways tate and mabinty are starting basketball and tate is doing a good job with making friends with all of my friends on the basketball team. my friends are telling me that he is "bad A" haha funny huh but i like having them tell me stories about him! and mabinty well she is content being a freshman! so for know i leave you with this.

trying to keep it up

WARNING: THIS IS A GENUINELY HONEST POST

so life has been no more than an adventure and has for the most part tough. life all together is just a grand adventure filled with excitements and fears but no matter what God Almighty is with us! thank God! anyways back to life. so school right now is pretty much my whole life, and "school" has been good. i have A's in all my classes and i like all of my classes which is always a plus. As far as friends go i kinda feel abandoned by the two girls that i called my best friends. i don't mean this in any offense to my best friends but i feel that they have kinda left me out of a lot because i go to a different school i assume? and i don't feel as welcome when i see them... let alone most people from my old school! i wish that i was still close to them. and i hope that they know that just because i go to a different school doesn't mean that they cant invite me places and because of the fact that i go to a different school my parents are more likely to let me go so there is really no excuse not to invite me to see them. this probably is starting to sound really selfish but i have not been able to make friends that well at Lebanon and none of then are like the ones that i had at east Linn. honestly it is one of the most difficult thing to make a friend that is a girl specifically that is a good person and that you share the same beliefs and the same qualities in life. i thank God for Marshall even though he is a boy:) because it would be a lot different trip without him! my life is not any more important that anyone elses and i don't want sympathy. but this is what blogs are for. right? so for now i leave you with this.

i will post again tonight but right now i am watching transformers 2!!!!

Real life everchanging destiny!

I often wonder what my future holds for me ..... actually I constantly wonder what my future will hold for me. Have you ever thought of the phase "my ever changing destiny". Well if you haven't then i will give you a moment right now......................................... OK so now that you thought of it and know what it means to you, let me tell you what it means to me. My ever changing destiny is a phrase that i use to express my swirly twirly life in motion. All the stories and tales that I tell are just another part of this and my destiny "non-consistently" keeps changing hence my ever changing. I really don't want to know what my future holds because God is in control of my life, so the first time that you guys think that you finally have a grasp on your life, you could just possibly, potentially be wrong! And so for now i leave you with this.

Friday night football frenzies and friends

last night Lebanon warriors bet Corvallis spartans 29-15.... but that was not the most exciting part of the night, it gets much better!
before the game we went to Wall-mart to get goodies for the game,and an umbrella. so we got an umbrella and a bag of Swedish fish and a bag of double bubble gum and a gallon of paint to finish painting our family room. so anyways we get to the game and i see Alex right away which is good because i didn't think that i would ever find her but i did so. after we paid and got in i went with Alex tot he student section and we were standing next to her friends and one of my friends but they were all guys so they quickly became my friends too :) but anyways we were taking the Swedish fish and licking them and throwing them at the people in front of us. i know we shouldn't have but it was fun and then every time we made a touch down i would throw a handful of bubble gum but this was in rappers so people could actually eat it (unlike the Swedish fish) so everyone came to me and asked me if the could have some more gum and. this was about the time that Josiah got hurt so i went down to the field to see him my cousin that was with my mom told me that they were going to the hospital and that another friend would take us to the emergency room after the game.
(oh and a side note it was raining the whole time...well until Josiah got hurt then it stopped) but it was like pouring!!
anyways so at half time there was also a cop chase in the school and from the student section where i was standing you could see them arrest the kid. so it was pretty intense but that's not all but i don't have time to write the rest so you are just going to have to come to the next game next week on Thursday at 6:30 or 7:00. and as for me and my life i leave you with this. :0 have a great day!

man oh man

so this week was good on Monday we, Alex, Marshall, and Jake walked to shoppin' cart and we got a box of wheat thins and some easy cheese and walked back and eats some and this guy that i like was walking right behind us... so then Tuesday we got root beer in the glass bottle so every one thought we had beer. he he funny huh. so today we got a huge bag of carrots and two deals of cookies and so we ate them and i had some extra so i put it in my purse and i pulled it out in all of my classes. but in history my teacher was making fun of me and telling that i wanted to marry this guy and i got really REALLY EMBARRASSED and i turned really red and everyone was like why are you so red and oh look she is so red and it was really embarrassing! and to make it worse the guy that i like was in that class and he sits right across from me so he could see me perfectly and i hated it with all my heart and i really like him!! ahhhh this sucks! i need you help what should i do!

Slow homicide

this video is very alarming. it is hard to believe that the government has stuff like this in place.

there is so much that i plan on doing with my life and watching this video makes me want to go out and do it all now! i hope that this is a hoax but i know that this is coming..... i watched another video about this and it said that if you dont have proof of the vaccination or this "braclet" then you will be put on a bus sent to a consentration camp! this is scary! i asked my dad about it and he said that he had heard there are rail cars that have shackles that are put in the floor of these cars that they take "crimanls" to consentration camps in arizon, colorado, wyoming and places that there is low population, to keep the population down! i hope that this helps you put your life into prespective!

crazed and confused

right now i am in the computer lab at my school in room 414. so i am supposed to be working on my "yo soy" project but i don't want to so i decided i would post! an update of my life, well i got my teeth fixed and now they are pretty! but anyways, about school.... school so far has been a struggle but it seems to be getting better! i have made a few friends and most of them are guys but i have few girlfriend and they are cool. one of them her name is Alex is crushing on Jake and i think that she might just be being my friend just because she likes him and i am his friend.... i sure hope not. : i have fun classes and have fun at school... most of the time. Kyle: so at the birthday party.... i was just not feeling very welcome :( not a lot of people talked to me and and it kinda hurt. no one was excited to see me. but except you and Justina and Austin and Tonn.. but i thought that i was loved more than that there but i guess i was wrong :( it does hurt to see all of my friends moving on and making new friends.... i knew that they would but i never thought so fast. i don't think that they realize that i didn't have a choice to leave and i would come back in a heart beat! i tried not to move on and make new friends because i always thought i could come back and feel welcome but i was wrong. i have still held back from making friend because i wish that i could come back and i don't want to be hurt again! you have no idea how much i miss you guys at east linn....... i still and will always love everyone of you guys form east linn... but anyways i want to see you so come to the football games as much as possible! and for now i leave you with this..

GOBAL WARMING

well the second week of school started and i am just at a loss of so many words, i don't know what to do.....i do like LHS,and i have made some "friends"..... the classes so far are very easy and fun.......but if Marshall and Derek weren't there i would die... Chance doesn't even talk to me, but some times he smiles. i talked to his girlfriend and come to find out i used to go to school with her in second and third grade but people change.....and i have been hanging out with old friends like Morgan and Alyssa whom i knew from middle school and some other people but that's about it...... i miss my friends SO much. the one thing that i fear is that people change and i don't want to change and if i don't want to change then I'm not going to but the people that are close to my heart are going to change and i am afraid that our friendship will change and fall and i don't know if i can change that.... and this is to the people that i am close to their heart: just be sure not to change and i will be sure not to change as well! i want you to know that i love each and every one of you that reads this and many more. things life doesn't always come out the way we want to and it doesn't always turn out to our benefits but some how WE are going to make it through.... <3 you

Forward Motion

so today at 7:00 i woke up............do you know what this means! this means that i set my alarm for 6:00 and my alarm didn't go off and i woke up at seven! i woke up an hour late on my first day of school.... now just think about that.....just my luck, that's all i can say. anyways i got in the car and i was texting Derek to see if he was ready for the first day of school and he hadn't left his house yet so he left and i got to school before him and so i got to school and got out, started walking towards the front door and i saw Chance so i went and talked to him and he's like i didn't know you were going here and I'm like yeah neither did i. ha ha neither did i you get it! well anyways his girlfriend showed up and he left so i went in side and waited for Derek and he didn't show, so i went to my locker and opened it up and i had nothing to put in it so i shut it, walked away and hoped that no one saw. :) i found Derek after i walked away from my locker and we walked around and then we were headed to geometry and we found out that we have geometry the same period but its with different teachers! darn! so i go to geometry with Mr.Selby in room 125 and it was fun but weird i just kinda felt left out.....gee i wonder why i didn't know any one in the class. :( but i think i will like this teacher. next period i had Spanish in room 711with Mrs.McIntyre and i hated it i really don't like the teacher,why because she is just way to smart and speaks Spanish way to well. but i heard that she is the easy Spanish teacher so i hope she is :\ and there are also a LOT of kids in that class :/ and next is interior design with Mrs. Woodruff and this is going to be a fun class i am so excited! this is also the class with the hot guy in it but anyways(..... .... ....... ..sorry daydreaming) in this class we get to draw out house plans and we get to design each and every room in this house all the way down to which refrigerator is put in the house. how exciting is that! so next i have sculpture 3D with Janelle Novick in room 212 and in this class we get to make sculptures out of cement, clay, paper mache, wool, paper, glass, we get to make our own glass beads too! cool huh. but that will definitely be a fun class :) and then i have lunch and at lunch i went around looking for Derek for a few minutes then i found him and Marshall and we went to find a place to sit and we found an open table and we sat down then James Burkey came and sat down and then Jake and Blake went and sat down at the table too. so it was me at this table full of guys... i wonder what they think of me now :) after lunch i have biology with Mrs. Lippmann in room 211 and in this class we looked at all of these puzzles...you know those puzzles that you look at them and you are supposed to see like two different things in the picture it was fun. and there is also this really hot guy in this class (its the same one that's in my interior design class. so then i have Language arts with Mr. Caffey and he is a cool teacher i really like him we went over procedures and protocols and everything else...the last period of the day is world history and this is the only class that i wish i could get out of i really don't like the teacher and i don't know any of the kids in it... but Alexa is in that class and she actually acknowledged me unlike a lot of the other kids that i know that go there..... but that was the extent of my day.... oh i came home and took a nap yeah i hope tomorrow is better...for everyone in the world.... and for now i leave you with this.

Touch down

so yesterday a friend of my moms who is practically my aunt (at least we call her aunt Ginny), her son Zach got married and they had a beautiful wedding in Lebanon. it was really fun! the food wasn't the best because they had BBQ chicken and i loathe BBQ sauce and this chicken was covered with it :( but the lemonade was good and the weather was perfect for a little outside wedding! oh and during the ceremony my eye would not stop watering and so it looked like i was crying....Erin, Zach's new wife, her mom died a while back and it made me want to cry seeing her on the happiest day of her life and not having her mom there.:( I don't know how i would do that. and Zach's brother was supposed to be one of the groomsmen was sent of to boot camp for the army and wasn't there to see his brother get married. :( sad huh.....but after the wedding was over we headed to the red and white scrimmage at Lebanon high school and wow that was a very boring football game.why was it so boring? because this year instead of playing two quarters of football,each the teams had ten plays to play. Dumb huh. but i cant wait for the season to start but the next bad thing is that the first two games are away and they are in penalton and park rose and that's a long ways away!!! I must go to the fair now but for now i leave you with this.

Answer #777 please

Kyle! commented...
Heyy.....what happened to the really cool blog!? It's all...well, gone!I freaking love the locker number!! What you need to do is somehow take the number off at the end of the year....and give it to me, okay!? =)

Shelby answered...
well I kinda got bored of the blog but if you want one like it go to www.thecutestblogontheblock.com/home.html and there are a lot of different choices too and they are all free.
and yes my locker number is awesome but about taking it off at the end of the year and giving it to you.......the sign that has the number on it is already gone..........and my locker has a big dent in the front so i am assuming that the last person that had this locker really liked their locker number too and so the wanted to take it home with them at the end of the year so the drove a car into it or something to make it fall off and dent the door real bad :( :) sorry kyle but this year there is no 777 on my locker its just the locker between 776 and 778 :) so for now i leave you with this

doomsdays

so the state fair started today and the last three days have been doomsday but i got my schedule for LHS (i am so EXCITED) so first period i have math then Spanish then interior design then sculpture 3D then lunch then i have no idea what else is on the list :) but i am so excited but scared anyways doomsday so on Wednesday my sister mom and i went to get school clothes and get our schedules from school oh and my locker number is 777 hahah isn't that funny at least it wasn't 666 that would be my luck :) then my day went to Salem to set up and EVERYTHING went wrong for him and i felt really bad then Thursday all of us went up to the fair at like 11 and set up then we left at five then we headed back home and backed up another load and then my dad and i went up there and finished setting up and got back home at two in the morning and yeah if you have any idea of what i went through you would understand why i call this doomsday! man oh man i cant wait for school to start for things to get back to normal! and i am so excited for football to start! ok so for now i leave you with this :)

the story of my luck

have you ever watched a movie with subtitles in a different language? well its fun espescally in french! you know why its so fun....because you cant read it!! :)so try it some time (i have :)oh and some advice never buy lip gloss at the dollar tree even if your in love with it because if you have my luck when you open it it would explode! yup today i bought this coral punch mayballine lip gloss and right as i opened it it exploded....i was standing in the parking lot luckily. so i walked back into the store ant told the clerk guy that the lip gloss exploded and you know what he said......hes like well don't squeeze it so hard and I'm like i didn't and hes like na just kidding and then he tells me that i can go an exchange it and i was holding the stuff and i must have had this weird look on my face because hes like "here do you want me to take it" well duh i want you to take it,so i handed it to him and he took it, but then hes like "no actually go put it back on the shelf and see it someone else will buy it" HAHAHA he was a very funny human being! good person he made me laugh :)oh and theres this really good western film that just came out called 3:10 to Yuma i highly recommend it (Batman's in it) and did you know that christian bale has a English accent! that is so exciting just adds to his hotness JK....yesterday i got a sunburn but today it was tan yeah!! today while int he shower i got shampoo in my eye! and it hurt! see i have some major luck if its good or bad I'm not sure yet...but i will let you know when i find out :) and so i now leave you with this :)

Go Lebanon Go

so i will be attending Lebanon high school and for all of you guys that thought i was going to sweet home well so did i then my parents left the decision up to my sister and me so we changed our choice for a number of reasons but i hope this was a good choice... i am looking forward to attending school with Derek and Marshall that will be for sure a lot of fun but i am also excited for the class opportunities that i have there i will hopefully be taking a interior design class and a intro to crime and law.... hopefully this will help me decide what i want to do with my life after high school! i have looked into both of these careers before but am not not sure what to do. Tate and Josiah will both be playing sports for Lebanon also which will be a lot of fun. i invite you to all of their football and basketball games :)! i know that Lebanon will open a lot of doors for me but east linn will always be a place to come home to so everyone that goes to east linn and that reads this will have to have me come and visit for a day okay. i hope to attend formal too! i think that this is a needed change for me, a chance for me to take risks and be out side of my comfort zone and i hope it makes me a stronger person. i cant wait to post about my first day of school! it is sure to be interesting :) so as for me and my life i leave you with this

love you all