Friday, March 26, 2010

lifes a dance, you learn as you go...

... sometimes you lead sometimes you follow.
"Daddy gave life to mamas dream." that is the person i wanna marry, someone who simply gives life to my dreams. first of all we don't really share all the same dreams. i am finding it a BIG struggle that he is just so hidden. i don't know if that makes sense, but if we lived in a world of black and white he's gray. i find myself more of a red. I'm getting bored. i don't know if he could handle me. i don't know if there is even someone out there that can. ha i read this bumper sticker the other day and it said "maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed, maybe they are supposed to run wild until they find someone just as wild to run with" well that pretty much sums it up.
"There goes my life" Tate and Josiah are graduating and i really don't know whats going to happen when they are gone. i live for them! well mostly Tate but i love them both equally. in two more years i will be graduating! hopefully! ha ha they never warned us that your life goes by so quick! that's not fair! not at all. i need to do something about that, so my solution is simply live life to the fullest. i have just recently come to that conclusion and its going to be one heck of a ride. I'm glad i realized it young. i have the chance to get college done during the last two years of high school but i cant do that i would have no life and i barely have one now but the wee one that i have now has very bright colors in it and has even brighter colors in its future. man i cant wait to have a family! like its bad! i find myself kinda pathetic... i have baby clothes for my boy and names picked out already :/ is that normal... i don't think so! i cant wait to go to college though, i hope I'm good at it. do you think that i will regret living life so full at a young age when I'm older? will i have enough stuff to do?
"sweet dreams" its really really late. this will be an interesting post to read in the morning :P and Kyle i kinda fibbed a little i said i would post tonight but it turned out to be in the morning! but for now i leave you with this. :)

2 comments:

Kyle! said...

Midnight is close enough to "tonight." =)

Naming your children and thinking about the future is extremely normal for a teenage girl! Heh, I've already picked a name for my first-born daughter.
You know, those bumper stickers are actually pretty smart! I saw one that said, "I love my wife," and I thought to myself, You better! Hahaha
You're not pathetic. If anything, you're very real with yourself. =)

You should seriously post more. Invite your high school friends to read so that I'm not the only one that comments!! =) I'd love to see what others have to say. Maybe my opinions suck! =)

Kenzi Fay said...

Shelby,
I hope it's okay I read this...
And I have a name already too. For a boy.
Westly. I hope that doesn't sound too girly for the little black baby I am one day adopting. I can't wait to meet him. :)