crazed and confused

right now i am in the computer lab at my school in room 414. so i am supposed to be working on my "yo soy" project but i don't want to so i decided i would post! an update of my life, well i got my teeth fixed and now they are pretty! but anyways, about school.... school so far has been a struggle but it seems to be getting better! i have made a few friends and most of them are guys but i have few girlfriend and they are cool. one of them her name is Alex is crushing on Jake and i think that she might just be being my friend just because she likes him and i am his friend.... i sure hope not. : i have fun classes and have fun at school... most of the time. Kyle: so at the birthday party.... i was just not feeling very welcome :( not a lot of people talked to me and and it kinda hurt. no one was excited to see me. but except you and Justina and Austin and Tonn.. but i thought that i was loved more than that there but i guess i was wrong :( it does hurt to see all of my friends moving on and making new friends.... i knew that they would but i never thought so fast. i don't think that they realize that i didn't have a choice to leave and i would come back in a heart beat! i tried not to move on and make new friends because i always thought i could come back and feel welcome but i was wrong. i have still held back from making friend because i wish that i could come back and i don't want to be hurt again! you have no idea how much i miss you guys at east linn....... i still and will always love everyone of you guys form east linn... but anyways i want to see you so come to the football games as much as possible! and for now i leave you with this..