Not without my brother

so last night i was laying in bed and i realize that my brothers weren't home from macs where they were watching a movie and then i started to think about if Tate died in a firey crash on his way home or something...it really worried me. it made me think about every thing that i have done with Tate and every thing i want to do with him. i actually found my self crying about it, i know it was silly. i don't know i how i would make it if Tate did die. but luckily he didn't die and he made it home. it still makes me think every thing in my life that is worth telling has Tate in it...OK maybe not every thing but a lot. i love that boy sooo much. Heck i even keep a picture of us in my wallet. if i ever found a boy just like Tate i would marry him! not that i would marry Tate but i would marry someone like him. yes, Tate and i argue but never like fiercely, i have never said that hate that boy i dont think i ever could. i know a lot of you out there that have seen Tate probably dont know what i am talking about but you dont know him like i know him and if you did you would be thinking the same thing...there are so many things in my life, and so many things that i have done that would be a HUGE bore without him. and i am dead serious i would marry the first man that is just like Tate: note i know i will never find one but its worth the try!

below are some pictures of Tate and I when we were little and a picture of us during spring break this year! (dont laugh)

i always used to make Tate laugh just by looking at him!

this is Tate and i napping together

we got in a nasty mud fight :) fun, fun